I just got hit over the head with the idea..... I'm leaving my best friend in 5 days. And the crazy thing is i have no idea when we'll see each other again. It could be mid summer, or in Conway again next year, or Christmas, but still it's unknown. This seems so surreal.
I came up here to Conway, Arkansas not expecting to meet anyone who had the same passions or likes as me, or even the same kind of thinking sometimes, and then God just said here you go. And put this guy named August in my life and it scared me quite honestly. What was i supposed to do? I had never been friends with guy before, other than just hanging out periodically and doing stupid stuff. I now had a friend who was more like a brother than my own brothers. Who could give me wisdom and wasn't wrapped up in his own ego. A guy who was desperately chasing after God and held me to the same standard. I was panicking.
But here i am, 9 months later and still freaked out that i now have the brother i do in August. But just cause our ways are splitting for a time, our friendship will continue.
I don't know what's gonna happen though, i've never been in this situation before. It's all new and interesting. Hmmmm We'll live and learn
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